Friday, December 11, 2009 ♥
I'm in the state of collapsing down.
I really set my mind not to hang on.
But that one million of unwillingness don't allow me.
It don't seem to fade off but build up.
I really desire the hatred could take over.
Right from the start, it is a trap.
I wish to escape and never be back.
I thought I really could.
The reality hit me back.
Slap myself with the truth, I burried myself all the way.
I tried but failed.
What's that all about!
Set my mind to remove , never visit again.
For that instance, I look back.
I stared at that, my mind went blank.
Heart just sank, feeling blue.
I really don't know am I still that Eileen!
why am I still having such feeling!
In the middle of night, I should be mugging hard.
Shut me up.
sorry you have wasted your time in reading.
